
4th July 2009
Dearest Nic,
The day you were born has all the clarity of some recent event and not one which occurred early one winters morning 25yrs ago.
Memories of bringing you home and Jonathan asking if you spoke Afrikaans or English? Of your hair which stood straight up as though you had been born with your finger in an electrical socket with the widest smile on any kid. Jess and Jono carrying you on their backs around the garden when you cried (or made the slightest sound), sometimes for hours.
You started kicking a soccer ball as soon as you could stand and as I write this all the memories of you on some sports-field or swimming pool somewhere, making me proud... all come rushing back.
Do you remember playing in the Lourens River when we lived in Somerset West? Riding your bike into the garage door and putting your bottom teeth through your lip? Playing cricket on the back lawn and all the windows which were broken in the process? Your nursery school years..your high school graduation...and all the sad and happy times in-between?
Perhaps now, I do have to stand on tippy toes to put my arms around your neck, and feel your cheek now roughened with stubble. The little boy I fed in a high chair or the baby whose nose I wiped may no longer be visible to others, as you stand tall and proud with a host of accomplishments at your back. However the vulnerable tender hearted child within will always remain glaringly evident to me, as the wide open road and endless horizons beckon and lead you forward.
I love you so much my boy and Im beyond proud of you..have a wonderful, wonderful day!
Mom x